#YellowChocolate

Once again I have been neglecting my blog, so I'm trying my hardest to get back on track! The main reason is because I am now with job as an operations executive at a marketing company. The work has been brilliant so far and I am really enjoying it. Christmas is coming up and I'm still a pauper, even after getting paid. I have just realised how I cannot live by paying the rent I'm paying and somehow getting Christmas Presents, and my counterpart license ordered, and still somehow live and breathe! More updates soon! Sleepy now.

Head on over to talovegifts.co.uk I've started to get my business up and running slowly but surely. Still needs finishing but you can buy stuff now!

Oh what it must be like to have money and disposable income. Struggling to pull together money to pay for electric, and then seeing others going on about all these pointless things that they're buying. Really gets on my wick. So my food job still have yet to give me a first shift and I seriously don't know why, and I'm still yet to hear about the marketing job, and I very muchly want it. The promo is filmed and ready to be edited, but in this horrible state of flux I'm struggling to get anything done. Now to watch The Final Destination, to try and distract away at how shit life is right now. Get me back to Salisbury with money and good times.

The last couple of weeks mixing my life between freshers and getting my life on track has been quite unusual.  I returned to Salisbury to see Cynthea and make sure she was okay and told myself not to bother with any of the freshers, but then so many of them were so nice. There is a clear divide between them and there are a few that need a punch in the face but on the whole a really good group of people. Some of us genuinely didn't want me to leave! It'll be nice to return within the next few days.  Most of them managed to see me absolutely drunk off my face. Cynthea has decided to leave, and on her goodbye night I did not realise just how affected I would be by it. I drank myself silly, made a fool of myself on the phone, and said some foolish things. I can't go too much into detail. But there's one thing that is making me want to drink silly still. A person very important to me is clearly going through something and they don't seem to be releasing it. I ...

I have sort of invented a delicious pastry dish, which although I'm working through the kinks (such as the soggy bottom), it is still absolutely delicious and a favourite of mine. To make it, you will need: 1 Ready Rolled Puff Pastry sheet (I have not learnt how to make pastry yet!) 150grams of Spinach 100grams of Pancetta (Cubed) 100 grams of Feta Pesto The rest is ridiculously easy. Just add everything onto the pastry, roll it up, and brush with Pesto. Stick it in the oven at 180 degrees celsius for about twenty minutes (my oven was awful so it took longer). Yum Yum, is also great with cinnamon sautéed potatoes. Also Today... For anyone who knows me, they know my car, apart from being a shitbox, is also, a shit tip! I very rarely wash it and I can't remember the last time I properly tidied the inside. So today I spent the morning washing it, and just as I got the tar and bug spray out, it began to rain. It's like God is telling me that I should have just ...

I really am not the best of bloggers. I'm going to be honest. I don't put enough time into each post. But all that is about to change!

I was bored this morning so decided to send a message to Lady Gaga... I'm expecting much hate from fans.