#YellowChocolate

As has been the general theme of my vapid last few posts, here I am, looking to blog again, to see if it will do any good. Lets start with an update based on the big milestones I kept missing in my previous posts. It is five years since my previous post, where I was a very naive 25 year old. Yes, I'm in my thirties now. Maturing like a fine wine I hope, but more likely like a piece of cheddar that dropped under the fridge. Back then I was 'still' living at home. I did not know back then that it would be another five years. Last year however, in May I bought my own home. Yes that's right, I'm a homeowner. The years of saving paid off.  I escaped the bully from the old marketing company and after a brief time working in Oxford, I have settled into a SaaS company where the last three years have blown by. I chop and change as to whether there is the right level of opportunity for me there, but I have a good support network there and I am doing something I enjoy; Contin...

This is probably the first post in a good long while that's actually had anything to do with the story that is my life. So here's a few updates, if anyone cares! Firstly, one of the more exciting things is that my best friend Abbie is getting married next year. Something that I am incredibly honoured to be a part of, as I have been asked to be her best man! Unusual, we know, for a man to effectively be the maid of honour, but it's a true sign of just how our friendship is together. Ever since college Abbie has always been such a great friend and even through university, being 50 miles away that friendship didn't waver. Now we're growing up, apparently, and I am so proud of her, and wish her all the best in married life.  Abbie & I recently had a night out, in which I finally told her face to face that I am bisexual. Something that has become so normal for me now, a big step from 2 years ago, but something that I had never told her. For some reason, lik...

Some of us guys do actually think like that you know...

My feelings are getting stronger, and I hope yours are too... BAH, don't read this... I just need some loving in my life...

I was supposed to be having a happy february this month due to the difficulties and feelings of January, this is easier said than done. So the playzone was amazing last Thursday and that was perhaps the best day I've had in ages! I think the highlight was the laserquest because I won both games...Who'd have thought the camp Jew would be best with the guns?? Then the whole weekend was shit with the whole being dumped palava. I'm still getting over it but I just want to stop feeling sad. I thought I had got over it last night but I clearly hadn't and had a bit of a downer. I feel so grateful for my friends being their for me, Especially Jolly, because he helps me to not think/dwell on it all. However, I feel so bad ruining their days when they don't have a reason to be unhappy except my misery. Then I apologise which I think must be even more annoying because they just want to be good friends. I let some of my stress out last night by smashing things and gett...

The Most Amazing Drunk texting ever! Between The Jolly and I! Jolly: Hey Man! Sorry ur night was ruined by stupid bouncers. Much Love xXx Hope you have a good night still. xXx Me: Legend xxxxXXXXXXXX Jolly: I love you guys XXx xXx xXX Me: Hagat u quilt eye of reimyy xx / We love you too, and you owe me k drink and spooning Xx Jolly: One day man! One day! =D MUCH LOVE XXX X Me: Haha haha ur a lover when you're drunk Xxxxx Jolly: I love you guys! I feel bad for you! I don't want you ever to have a shit night! Tell everyone I am in love with you all! One Love, oh yes one love, I feel it in my fingers, i feel it in my nose and my toes, I'll feel it and I'll take it, just to see how long it goes. With people like you, our love is true, forever and ever, I'll always be your feather, on your skin, we will win. And our love will be the flu! Damn straight I love you and our hearts forever true, me and you, like paper and glue, it's me...and it's you XX...