#YellowChocolate

Thursday... So much to say about Thursday. Well, I got the drunkest I have been in a very very long time, if not ever! Shenanigans included playing ring of fire, describing my vagina and licking carpet cleaner off of my arm at Lucy and Lizzies. The off to Spirit where I seemed to have a hat fetish stealing people's headwear, perhaps having a drink thrown over me but I can't remember, and I don't really remember much about Spirit after that. Then to Voodoo, where I ended up licking a guys face, smoking, and being nice when Amy got upset because she got hit by some girl for defending a friend or something like that. I forget, I then went back to halls to tell Guy, and made a fool of myself in front of the freshers. This is one of my more sober photos :/ I wouldn't have had it any other way!

Exactly how I feel right now... Last night was pants, but everyone else seemed to have a good time so I suppose that's all that matters. I feel lonely at the moment though...My three besties have all got someone who they can snuggle with and have those nice little moments...And I don't... Plus, I wish I could keep my massive gob shut...

So, as per usual, I got drunk Saturday night. First time in 9 days! :O But, amongst other things that happened that I don't really want to talk about, I realised I am an angry drunk sometimes... So, the night my sister came down to Salisbury I nearly punched someone. A few nights after I shouted at someone for not waving at Melissa This week, I explicitly warned Sean not to mess with Melissa... I went a bit too into detail appaz... I don't want to be an angry drunk, but I don't know how to stop it other than to not drink for a while. After all, I'm still down. I'm gonna try not drinking as much and if that doesn't work, I might even stop going out for a while. It's not fair on other people for me to shout at them or whatever and ruin/affect their night.

Last night ended up actually being really good for the Where's Wally party! It had a rocky start because I was feeling a bit low, but as soon as I started drinking it made everything better! I had vodka, rum and lemonade, which tasted minging but gets you seriously fucked! Add a bit of Orange Juice and it makes it amazing! Most of my night was consumed with a bit of slutty texting a friend of a friend first by my friend and then by me! Didn't even dance at all last night which was really weird! Then we went to Sean's house for a bit and I went to the toilet with Grindy, and then after about twenty minutes me and Jolly came back and spoke to Guy for AGES whilst eating pizza! Good night in my books!