#YellowChocolate

Head on over to talovegifts.co.uk I've started to get my business up and running slowly but surely. Still needs finishing but you can buy stuff now!

Oh what it must be like to have money and disposable income. Struggling to pull together money to pay for electric, and then seeing others going on about all these pointless things that they're buying. Really gets on my wick. So my food job still have yet to give me a first shift and I seriously don't know why, and I'm still yet to hear about the marketing job, and I very muchly want it. The promo is filmed and ready to be edited, but in this horrible state of flux I'm struggling to get anything done. Now to watch The Final Destination, to try and distract away at how shit life is right now. Get me back to Salisbury with money and good times.

The last couple of weeks mixing my life between freshers and getting my life on track has been quite unusual.  I returned to Salisbury to see Cynthea and make sure she was okay and told myself not to bother with any of the freshers, but then so many of them were so nice. There is a clear divide between them and there are a few that need a punch in the face but on the whole a really good group of people. Some of us genuinely didn't want me to leave! It'll be nice to return within the next few days.  Most of them managed to see me absolutely drunk off my face. Cynthea has decided to leave, and on her goodbye night I did not realise just how affected I would be by it. I drank myself silly, made a fool of myself on the phone, and said some foolish things. I can't go too much into detail. But there's one thing that is making me want to drink silly still. A person very important to me is clearly going through something and they don't seem to be releasing it. I ...