#YellowChocolate

I know it's a bit out of season, but here's my Christmas Documentary. Enjoy.

Crazy day. An End to begin, sorting out my solicitor stuff at long last, and Christina deciding she's not moving in, and having Jordan move in, all this palaver in 3 hours. Too much to deal. But, things are looking up, as said things are getting sorted. But alas, there seems to be an issue of helping a friend. And I say, that should always be one's priority. Yes, your needs should come first, but your friends needs should come before your wants. We seem to be in a society where selfish mindsets are the ones who live perfectly happy lives, while those of us with an inch of self-respect, dignity and care are the ones who are thrown to the floor and forced to suffer trials and tribulations. There are so many examples of this with some surrounding people, and it's time for it to stop. I'm not one to say sacrifice your happiness and wellbeing for the help of others, but consider their position. I've experienced situations like this with my depression, where peopl

Things are all changing. We're going through changes. Hate something, change something, hate something, change something, make something better. Firstly, I'm still feeling the buzz of the Olympics. It really has inspired me to exercise more. I want to join Five Rivers when I can afford it and go swimming more often, and use their track for a bit of running, so watch out Ussain Bolt & Tom Daley. Similarly, since the death of Shiya, my beautiful dog and best friend. I've just wanted so bad to open a Husky rescue centre. It's something that keeps me running in life now. I really want to be successful to do this. I'll buy a nice big house for my family, and we can look after the beautiful adorable dogs together. All things change, who'd have thought I'd be feeling charitable?

Okay, it's been quite a while since I last posted anything of meaning, because things have been so repetitive I didn't want to keep boring you with all the shit. So, where do I start? I guess the first thing to mention is that I am home at the moment, with the family. My girls are going strong, and although my Mum is ill, all's good at home. I am enjoying spending some time with them, and of course, being looked after a bit! Although it's really weird, and upsetting Shiya not being here. I did some gardening today, but I'm too fat to do it for too long. I also got to catch up with Abbie today at long last, which was good, she's such a good friend. Next, exercise or friends? I'll go to exercise first. What with the brilliant and fantastic effort of London 2012, I really want to get back into exercising, and Leanne made me go swimming with her on Monday, making me really want to lose this major amount of weight I have gained within the last few month