#YellowChocolate

Another must see…

Seriously, everyone HAS to see this film, it's the most beautiful film I've ever seen.

It's been 33 days since I've last seen my girlfriend... I miss her... I know it's part and parcel of being in a long distance relationship but it's really making me sad, and it's my friends at university that are having to suffer as I bring them down. However, they've proved to be the most amazing people ever and ridiculously supportive, as I am finding it difficult to keep in contact with my friends from home. My best friends haven't visited my uni since I got here. I think I'm supposed to be filming right now, but I haven't heard from anyone in my group…

I've been feeling low as of late... By late, I mean the last few weeks... I dunno why, but I think I'm just being silly. One reason, is that friends of mine keep bailing on me due to financial reasons, and then go out on all the days I don't go out... Reason 2 is that I never get to see the girl I love... Another is that sometimes I think I'm a novelty, rather than a friend... 4th reason is that as much as I love being drunk, I'm fed up of being an annoying drunk... Number 5, even letting it all out aggravates me because it seems like I'm attention seeking, and I'm not, it's just there's no one I can talk to really... This is the one that affects me most...I just need someone I can turn to when I want to talk, but there isn't anyone... Also, I really need to lose weight...and get some plastic surgery...and a new neck... Glad I got that off my chest…

I have been drinking again after a two/three week break, and it feels so good! Had some great nights out, one of which I was dressed as a monkey!! I can't believe how ridiculously drunk I got! Damn Jager!! One day, I'll tidy my room as well!

So, I've been writing a novel... AND WHAT??!! Just thought I'd let everyone know that it's up to 63,500 words thus far. I lost some yesterday but it's fine, I've caught up. Currently, they're playing Conok, and Jack is doing very well :D Conok is their sport... They're wizards... Also thought it might be funny for you to know someone taped up my door yesterday... Such Comedy Legends, they should be live at the apollo…